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Numbness Battles ext v2.1.2

2024-04-19

Lyrics

I'm fading fast (fading), night's cold embrace Grasp at threads of sanity, a dangerous race Heavy weight on chest, can't lift, can't trace My consciousness is slipping, it's a deadly chase [Pre-Chorus] Waves of drowsiness, crashin' in, relentless Fightin' the pull, my will is defenseless In the mirror, don't recognize the face Minute by minute, losing this race So tired, so gone, I'm outta place Hold on tight, this high, I'm tryna chase When the eyelids drop (drop heavy) The mind's alarm, I feel the days cut I'm...I'm... driftin' [Verse:] Lean back, spiral, narcotic Silent countdown, scene's ill-revealin' One slip too far, lights out, now stealin' Through the numbness, fightin' this feelin' Loss... grip slippin', reality peels Mindscape twisted, chem-induced chills Eyes wide shut, battle of wills Heart beats slow, slow motion thrill (thrill fades) Defiant breaths, can't buckle, can't yield (stand firm) Hallucinations whisper, 'Surrender, just yield' (nah!) The room spins, grip on sanity peels (holds tight) Visions blur, hard to keep it real (blur lines) Clock ticking, life on the edge, just reeling (tick-tock) Inner warrior battle, on this precipice I kneel (fight on) Veins on fire, with the fentanyl it deals (burns deep) Dreams invade the nightmare phase (invading) Stand guard, try to keep the demons at bay (hold fort) Each second heavier, reality sways (sways hard) Fantasy and truth in a torrid fray (clash royale) [Verse:] See my life flash, cardiac in disarray (flashin' back) Time bombs in my bloodstream, no child's play (tickin' bombs) Sink deeper in the haze, no mercy, no grace (down I go) Livin' half here, half in the afterglow (straddling lines) Defy the shadows that beckon my soul (push back) Tides pull me under, but I'm aiming for control (fight the tide)