Lyrics
[Spoken] [Female] [Female vocal] You think you know the truth, but it's not what it seems. You're just too sensitive, always reading between the lines. Can't you see? It's all in your head - you need professional help. I'm only saying these things because I love you, I only want what's best for you. [Verse 1] You say I'm cruel, but you don't understand, I never meant to hurt you, it wasn’t what I planned “You’re overreacting,” it's all in your head, Why do you twist my words? It's you that I dread. [Pre-Chorus] Every time you blame me, I feel so small, Can’t you see it’s your fault? After all. I can’t accept the blame, it’s too much pain, I’m trapped in my lies, can’t escape this chain. [Chorus] I’m not a villain, just misunderstood, Living in shadows, doing the best I could. I can’t take responsibility, it’s too much shame, Pathological fears, driving me insane. [Verse 2] “You’re so paranoid,” it’s not like it seems, You always misinterpret, everything I mean. "Everyone agrees," you need to see the light, It’s not my fault you’re always looking for a fight. [interlude] [Spoken] (You're imagining things...) (Don't be so dramatic...) (You’re too sensitive...) (Everyone agrees with me...) (It's all in your head...) (I never meant to hurt you...) [Rise] [Verse 2] Every time you cry, I feel the weight, Of all my failures, consumed by the hate. But I can't face the truth, it's a burden I can't bear, Lost in my deception, tangled in despair. [Chorus] I’m not a villain, just misunderstood, Living in shadows, doing the best I could. I can’t take responsibility, it’s too much shame, Pathological fears, driving me insane. [Bridge] “Don’t be so dramatic,” I need you to stay, You twist everything, pushing me away. I build up these walls, I hide in my lies, Can't you see my struggle, the pain in my eyes? [Chorus] I’m not a villain, just misunderstood, Living in shadows, doing the best I could. I can’t take responsibility, it’s too much shame, Pathological fears, driving me insane. I don’t want to hurt you, but I’m trapped in my ways, Lost in my guilt, through this endless maze. You’ll never see the pain, the shame that I hide, A gaslighter’s curse, forever defined.