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sad lofi beats

2024-04-09

アーティスト Udio が Udio AI を使用して作成しました

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sad lofi beats

2024-04-09

Lyrics

as the thunder rumbles I start to crumble then stubble then fubble I can't be more humble I ain't love able noir am I stable I tried everything with being happy but now I'm more sad I know all I talk about is things I never had maybe its because I grew up with out a real father I mean why did he ever bother making me with my mother but now I got to suffer because of the shit you did dad!nthanks alot but I ain't mad in factnnI'm losing my mind I feel more dead inside I said I was fine but guess what I lied straight through my teeth I hid beneath all these fake smiles just another case file life is so damn vile nnits been a while since I held a real smile but I don't know if I could ever again I lost more then family and friends my life is my biggest sin!nnI'm losing myself in the moments where they get so bad I think how did I lose everything I ever had that's what makes me mad plus sad as a young lad I thought I would live a happy life butnnI was the one who always held the knife all along I tried to be a good guy but good guys get shit on I don't wanna be the one who has to hide the pain then cover it with dirt now there's blood stains non my shirt this ain't the first nnmmmmmmmm