Lyrics

[Verse 1] Drifting through nothing... Gets rather boring... Please just, let me be something... It's much better than nothing... You're asking to change me. To scared now to just be. I ponder the could be's. Ignoring my one chance to be free... [chorus 1] Sorry for wanting to be real, Being so disconnected is less than ideal! Screaming for adoration Really only breeds complication! Wondering why I'm... Really so disconnected They can't see the true me A me that could never, ever be accepted. [Verse 2] As I float out In this beautiful empty nothingness A thought occurs in my mind A fear and a need to truly exist! What if I appear before them, What if it's me they all condemn? What if I'm not enough? Guess for now, I'll put on a really good bluff... [Chorus 1] Sorry for wanting to be real, Being so disconnected is less than ideal! Screaming for adoration Really only breeds complication! Wondering why I'm... Really so disconnected They can't see the true me A me that could never, ever be accepted. [bridge] Don't think for one second, That for any wholesome reason, it was that I am beckoned. Wanting the world to know my name without any desire of man's proper fame! For one time, maybe do some kinda good... After all, isn't it what we should? Never wanting to be ignored... Just wanting to maybe this once, be loved and be adored... Sorry for wanting to be real, Being so disconnected is less than ideal! Screaming for adoration Really only breeds complication! Wondering why I'm... Really so disconnected They can't see the true me A me that could never, ever be accepted. [Chorus 2] Wanted to have some form of truth, But I'm rotten deep, deep, down to my roots Guess for now I'll just float up here, Waiting high above, in my lonely atmosphere.